I know I haven't been uploading much of anything that has garnered much or any attention lately, but...I woke up recently.
Not from a sleep, mind you, but from a mental state of mind.
For the last couple months, I have been wrought with many a personal affliction such as fears, self-hatred, depression and others that I've accidentally let take me over since last year and...I just wanted to say to all my watchers, favoriters and fans that...I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that my fears of certain lawful figureheads take over my art progress over the last few years.
I'm sorry that my self-hatred over how good or bad my art is stall my creative progress.
I'm sorry that my depression lead me into a state of pure procrastination, which halted me from being productive.
...And I'm sorry that I almost lost my spark for creating art, whether it be drawn, written or otherwise, be almost completely wiped out because of my weaknesses.
...But I remembered something which pulled me out from the pits of despair...
Whether if you are just a watcher, a dA friend, a personal contact, a fan, a commentator on my works, someone who faves my works or just simply a passerby, if it were not for any of you, I would not still be on dA after so many years, regardless of what troublesome matters happen or will happen.
I realized a long time ago that I am not just here because of my artistic talents...but because of all of you guys.
...Thank you, to all of you. :')
I will try my best to upload art or written works more regularly just for all of you!
Seriously guys, thank you for your continued support after all these years!!
I will NOT
let my weaknesses take away my talents, my livelihood or any of you....I WILL NOT BE BROKEN BY MY FEARS ANY LONGER!! SO HERE I COME AGAIN, WORLD!